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He lifted her face with his finger, "Look at me." He told her.
With her face turned towards his, she closed her eyes, the tears she shed dripping off the ends of her lashes, "No."
"Because it hurts."
His finger was still underneath her chin. "Baby, look at me. It's okay, I promise."
She opened her sad green eyes, "But you don't love me. You never did. You never will."
His cheeks turned red with anger. "Whoever told you I didn't love you is an ass. Of course I love you."
"Then why are we breaking up?" Her face was filled with a plea for him to stay.
He sighed. This was harder then he thought it would be. "Because, I can't do this right now. I can't love you like you need me to, and I feel like you don't deserve me. You deserve better than me. You deserve the world, and I can't give it to you."
Her tears fell faster. "I don't want the world. I want you."
He kissed her soft, moist lips. "I know baby, I know. And you will have me, just not right now."
He let go of her hand. He stood
Hush little baby..
Hush little baby don't say a word
Mommy's gonna buy you a rusted sword
And if that rusted sword don't cut deep
Mommy's gonna hit you until you weep
Ring around the rose
Pocket full of mirth
Mommy regrets God chose
You're unexpected birth
Ashes to ashes
Cuts to cuts
See the red slashes
Keep you're mouth shut
Hush little girl
You're just a mistake
A speck on this world
You're soul we'll take
Mommy doesn't love you
And papa don't care
These holes you can't sew
Life is never fair
So bleed for me baby
Cry for me tonight
And maybe just maybe
You'll make it out all right.
story of a girl
Her future grows increasingly grim,
Trying desperatley to contact him.
Never an answer but still she persists,
Praying one day he'll know she exists.
Laying awake wishing he was there,
Crying and striving for someone to care.
But the only thing that eases her frown,
Is the same thing that brings her down.
Reality and fantasy fuse together,
Leaving her soul scarred forever.
Living her life through dreams and deceit,
Every day the misery repeats.
With one sentence he has broken her heart,
She should have seen it from the start.
The ring is on the finger but the finger isn't hers,
She downs the pills then no longer stirs.
they call her slice n' dice
You laugh, you joke, you stare at her,
As her vision slowly blurs.
She gets up and goes into hiding,
Where her gloom is forever presiding.
Staring in the mirror and wondering why,
They have it so easy and how hard she tries.
Her razorblade picks up its pace,
As she remembers their sneering faces.
Pills, therapy, shes lost belief,
Turning to the only answer for relief.
The word 'goodbye' crosses her lips,
Giving her wrist the final razorblade kiss.
The other kids laugh but inside they know,
It was truly not her time to go.
Because of them she is forever gone,
In their minds her memory wears on.
Why is it that my life is nothing but drama?
WAIT!! I LOVE YOU MAMA!
Please don't leave me with daddy!!
Don't you know he yells at me!?
He destroys everything that I own.
Can't you please take me back home?
I LOVE YOU!
Don't you love me too???
Weren't we happy??
Are you still mad at me?
I promise I'll fix the picture of Eddy.
I didn't mean to break it.
Please don't leave me with daddy!
You were the only thing that I had.
You kept me happy.
I'm gonna be sad with daddy.
Mama dont you see?
He's mean to me.
He made my arm turn a different color.
Please don't let anymore more madness occur.
I'm tired of livin in drama.
You said we could finally move to Philedelphia.
What went wrong?
Is it cuz daddy was gone?
Hey, someones at the door.
Why do I have to get on the floor???
THAT WAS LOUD!
Who broke the door down!?
Why does your face have a frown??
Whos that mama??
He has a bat!!
MAMA! RUN AWAY!!
DADDYS GONE CRAZY!!
PLEASE DONT STAY!!
You never had that
Maybe you never came this close
To move away the way you did
But we are here right now
Tell me where you'd rather be
I'm sorry if it's over
You say I do this to myself
I push away, and want to blame
But is it my fault I fell
Harder for people than they did for me?
And is it my fault that
Now I want to change and be better?
Now you won't listen to me
I've tried to make you smile
It's useless because now
You can't be happy unless
You are rid of me
You say you never meant
To hurt me the way you did
How can you stop yourself
Your only excuse,
Is you like the way I tremble
At your hand, in your kiss
But is it because I bleed so sweetly
On your tile?
Or is it because I never bleed enough?
To my mum
There is nothing left inside
I'm stuck here in this moment
You won't let me become the adult
I want to be
You won't let me be anything
Call me useless, worthless
I'm not worth your time
I want to take the responsiblities
I so eagerly deserve
For putting up with words like
"You'll never make it"
For years of my life
Can't you be even a little supportive?
To the daughter that looks exactly like you
I'll never respect you.
When will you realize it.
I'll never look up to you
Because you stand for everything that I despise
Divorce, hate, ignorance, and
The fact that you don't understand love
Love isn't mean and it doesn't cheat
You think it does
Love doesn't yell, or hit
And you think he loves you
And this is why I don't respect you
Because you keep him around.
And just because I'll never respect you
Doesn't mean I don't care.
Mom, I'm worried I'll end up just like you.
Prejudice America goes against it's own
To please over zealous people of religon.
(My advice is become an Anti-Christ)
How come it's alright for
Catholic Priest to molest little boys
And not alright for Micheal Jackson?
(At least he treats them nice.)
How come it's not moral to
Have a same sex marrige
But it's alright to be divorced many times
(As long as you are straight right?)
What ever happened to the seperation of church and state?
Remember that law that banned prayer in school
But thats all change because now, we're at war.
It's all propaganda.
Because the bastards won't give us oil
We'll call them terrorist
Make up fake documents from the U.N.
And bomb their cities.
Because we're always right
Because we are decendents of narrow minded patriotic red necks.
Finally Seeing The Real You
soft and unspoken
your immortal lies
burned into lyrics
that shine in your eyes
your music is tender
and open with arms
arms made of iron
and eyes made for charm
mirrors only reflect
what you want to see
and happily glee'd
this is the image
on which you rest trust
desperate for caring
it slowly gains rust
and now that i realize
your charm has small mind
i break from its bondage
i make whats yours,mine
the rust holds together
like rubber on glue
my image of you
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